Today I had no smoke breaks at work . I had to fill in for the hostess and when you host you cannot leave the stand. I guess it worked out for the better since I couldn’t even take a smoke break. I doodled and chit chatted with the customers instead. Tomorrow is double day as usual, lets see how this goes. Wish me luck !

I was on expo at work today , running everyones food . Geeze , it was busy ! Only 2 smoke breaks today (:

Was this weekend , wish I could have went but uhhhhm work kinda screwed me. Had a little Ultra celebration of my own. Lots of cigarettes this spring break, but don’t worry. I’ll get back on track. Ehh, I love my cigarettes, what can I say. Tuesday it begins again. I work a double tomorrow. I’ll count how many I smoke when I’m able to get a break. 

-Since I couldn’t womp it out at Ultra .

This spring break has been absolutely amazing. I had Tuesday, Thursday, and Friday off of work. I do have to be honest though, I have slipped up quite a bit, and been smoking heavily lately. But its only because I haven’t been working… excuses, excuses. 

So worked 14 hours straight, and uhhm yea . Deff needed a few cigarettes (: I had about 5 , but if you put it into perspective, not to bad. Proud of myself been doing good lately. Sitting outside of my restaurant now enjoying some well deserved cigarettes.

-stay classy San Diego !

Been keeping myself really busy at work, I’m very exhausted though. I came home today after my morning shift and passed out. I only smoked like 8 cigarettes today though, for almost an almost to pack a day smoker; thats darn good if you ask me. I work a double Sunday, it’ll be about a 12 hour shift. Lets see if I can go the whole shift without smoking. Wish me luck (:

-good night class 

Today was good, been very busy. Haven’t had much time for anything between work and school. No cigarettes today at work, woot woot! Got to see Nat at work too.

-more tomorrow (:

Well, since I have begun the 28 day experiment although I have’t cut down much I have proved to myself that as long as I stay busy I don’t need as many cigarettes. My new job has been keeping me busy, I barely have time to eat. Smoke breaks although allowed, are frowned upon. And since I’m the new girl that means no breaks for me unless my restaurant is a ghost town (FYI: I work in Ybor, its rare). Originally my plan was to cut down using electronic cigarettes, but due to some financial setbacks plans changed. Through it all, I have proved to myself that I can smoke less… if I want to.

Told ya’ I could do it (;

Today started off kinda rough. Been listening to Drake since woke up, sometimes his music is all it takes to cheer me up. Testing myself today, I have about 7 cigarettes left for the day and no work. I’m trying to cover someones shift, I need to keep myself occupied. Anyhow, 7 cigarettes to get me through the rest of the day. Lets see how this goes…